I thought I was better I'm not, I'm not even close to being okay, something is missing, it's important enough that I recognize its absence, but I have no idea of what its whereabouts are, I'm not a puzzle piece I don't need another person to feel complete, it's not another person I keep thinking it's another place, I wish to be somewhere where I can walk alone at night not having to worry about all the endless possibilities where that night could end, possibilities that Should have never existed, I seek to sit down and Just observe the night without being in danger, I don't want to be noticed, I only want to put my earphones in and let the beauty of the darkness with the specks of light sinking in, I want to think about everything and nothing, of all the possibilities And all the impossibilities, I just want to be able to have silence and the company that the absence of light can give me and that only I can feel

-L