With every step that I take back, I will take two forward
The next years are about finding what I'm good at, where is my place in the world
And I'm beyond questioning who's going to be apart of it because I've known it long enough but I waited too long for people that have a different timeline and that's okay, maybe one day our timelines might meet again but I'm not waiting any longer
This is my story now, I can't wait to have an additional supporting character I have more than enough with the ones I have and I should never doubt that for a second
I've written in a place for a character and how I want them to be without thinking that it's not my job to write them in and write them in my vision, the only role I play is tying our stories together and how our character traits mean. They are the writers of their story and I cannot judge a book by its cover nor could i rewrite the story or make any additional character traits that they haven't felt are necessary to their story. I am not their writer they are. And depending on what they write they might decide not to have any additions and sometimes those are okay to because not all character traits are fully revealed in the beginning. Nevertheless I can't focus on this position I have written because that character had their own free will and a story behind them and I can't hold it against them if they aren't the character I want them to be but I do know what my character works best with.
But I cannot waste time elaborating on that part of my story because my character's story has just started and she's the only character I truly have control over and that I can change. I cannot forget her because she is the reason for my writing, I want to see her character grow and flourish but I know that she's in her building stages and that she feels she's at a crossroads but she knows that as the writer of her story I will do good by her.
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