Friday, September 18, 2020

My guilty judgement

I am not down to earth

I am rigid, I have a stick up my ass

I need to control me, in case me slips up, because I cannot take criticism

I deal criticism out, I am opinionated, I am analytical but at my worst I am judgemental

I sit up on my high horse defending my opinions as nothing but thoughts or worry for those acting 

Is it boredom, is it evasion of looking inward, is it cowardice, is it self hatred, is it bullying, can it be a little bit of all

How do we stop?

How are we going to stop?

How do we starts from this point and move forward?

There's so much guilt because are you even a safe space for those you love anymore, do you believe they are or have you ever really let yourself trust them as you claim you always have, do you mask your extreme comfortableness about uncomfortable subjects or taboo subjects for the things like feelings and thoughts, your own insecurities, are we really being honest, am i being honest

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